rolledtrousers:

It’s not enough just to be inside you, that’s not enough of a shared connection. I know that sounds greedy, and I know that’s what you want, but it’s not enough. 
I need to feel your hands on my skin, because hands know what they want and how to get it. I want to feel your lips against my mouth, because they’re so very soft. I want to brush my mind against yours and watch the sparks fly, set off Guy Fawkes Night in our heads, a private show just for me and you. I want to overload you with endorphins, and watch the pinwheel spin. 
I want to put my hand on you, and for you to instinctually reach out for me, because it’s not enough that I’m inside you, I want to be outside you too. And you want to feel me on your outsides just as I fill your insides. 
Because I’m not just a cock, and you’re not just a cunt. There’s so much more between us, and over us, and under us. It’s why I don’t give a fuck about fucking, the first time we talk. It’s on my mind, of course it’s on my mind, (it’s always on my mind), but it’s not sitting there at the top of the list. I want to get to know you, set off the fuses that make the pretty lights, and then sit back and watch the show. The fucking is the fun afterwards, the sparklers so that you can paint the air afterwards. 
But without the fireworks the sparklers are just an eccentricity, something odd you’re doing just for the fun of it. You need context, and that’s me and you, hands on hips, mind against mind, setting off explosions. 


My Blessings: 05162012 Day 35 Blessings

adailybless:

Today I would just like to thank God for giving me such a wonderful frannnd! Today is the day she has been breathing for 19 years(@octoberisthestart) (; She’s more than a friend to me (; haha It’s crazy how we just actually started talking to each other since junior year but it seems like we’ve…

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This year, for my birthday, I just want to spend the day to myself. To appreciate my life and thank that I didn’t choose to commit suicide. People values money so much, I mean it would be nice to have many gifts but I rather spend the day alone, no electronics, and no other people. Just a thought…